When I sleep, I FORGET to Live

When I sleep, I FORGET to Live

When I sleep

I simply FORGET:

what I am 

where I am 

what I am doing

I DREAM of 

Being a poor little victim

In a harsh, competitive world

Mistreated, hurt, violated 

Constantly justifying, condemning

everyone and everything under the sun

I live in an upside-down universe 

of my own creation and discretion 

Value worthless demons as pure gold

Base my life on their cunning,

but enticing lies 

in the form of promises and threats 

Totally lost in wilderness

following a mirage, 

to take me directly to the hell.

Sibel

January 24 2026

Inspired by question # 21 on Bible Q & A btw Darrol and Dr Bob